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Chan | 11th Jan 2009, 1:01 AM | 一般


January 9th, 2009 - friday 10:02pm

So already, 9 days of 2009 are already gone. 

Soooo, ever since winter break started on the 18th of dec (i finished exams on 17th), ive been working like crazy! i dont think i have ever worked like that, except for stampede this summer. but yea, i worked everyday, pretty much open to close. the fun occurred at my workplace. outside of workplace was pretty much feeling tired, and sick.  Yea, my winter break pretty much sucked cuz i was sick the whole time. stupid cold that wont go away.  and the stupid weather changing!  anyways, less work happened when my sis was about to go back to school.  anyways, but new years was pretty good. hahaha i took a limo on nye by surprise!

anyways, so school started on the 6th of jan. it was slack. it only has been 4 days of school and im getting tired already.  fridays are my worst days!! i start at 8am and end at 3pm wif only one hour break today ><" made me so tired and sleepy even though i went to bed at 1130 the nite before!  the second day of school (7th) was pretty good, wingki finally got switched into my class! so now we're in the same classes for all! then at nite, went out wif abe crew to bootleggers for some wings! it was a very white white place.. and i didnt know it was a bar. it was somewhat ghetto but i guess the wings were good to fill me up! but then i was sososo thirsty that nite... haha anyways, then 3rd day was good. got off school at 1pm, so we went shopping! and i got my coach bag!! <3 one that i wanted for a while now. then today, was just a bum day. i felt tired and just ugh. came home and took a 2.5 hr nap. and not enough. haha cuz right now i feel very tired.



school is pretty stable
classwork is starting to pile up though
lecture lecture......notes notes....tests tests...

 

 

 

lovelove


Chan | 29th Dec 2008, 2:31 AM | 一般



December 27th, 2008 - Saturday - 11:36pm

Hihi! i know i havent been updating here for awhile now... so ive decided to update.. since i get really tired trying to write out everything!

so, 4 more days till 2009. wow.
i still remember last new years eve... i was sooo excited for 2008... and guess what now? 2008 is done and finished.  hmm its kinda hard remember the first half of 2008, but it's probably becuz i didnt find it any much happier. 

 

it was my last winter semester at UC. who wouldve known i would leave UC? i really liked UC for what?  actually, did i really like UC?  anyways, last semester was sad for me.. i wanted to stay yet i wanted to leave.  i wanted to stay wif my friends, stay wif the familiar area.  but i wanted to leave for a new start, for a better start, and for a new area.  haha what is this?

summer.. as i remembered was pretty fun.  i didnt take spring/summer school, cuz i already had a feeling that i wasnt going to go back to UC. i was going to take japanese as i remembered.  hmm.. i went and did alot of normal childhood stuff.. haha like just a random day at bowness park, biking, badminton... and just walking around and enjoying the fresh air. and then we had icecream.... yumyum. durian flavored icecream! haha and then... i drove alot then.. i got my drivers! hahaha and... i went watch my favourtie hero, batman wif vince! hmm.. went shopping alot... and as i remembered, summer was soo hot! it was like the hottest summers i ever experienced! melt melt.. emotion overall, summer was pretty free... freedom all the way.. and it was the end of a... hmm.... unhappy lifetime? hmm well not exactly unhappy.. but i wont say it was the best times of my life. and so.. summer ended my sadness!

i was working at stampede.. if you havent read my past post. after stampede, my quick temporary job, i applied to symcor.

symcor....
there i met u. was it a good thing? who knows!  it started fast, and ended fast. my moms right again, she told me if things started fast, it would end just as fast. right on.  i dont know what to say.  i guess.... even though it all happened in such a short time, it was memorable? it was fun? it was .. just alot to me. it meant alot.  i lied to myself, to my closest frds that i was not into u. but i guess in the end, i was. everything u did at that moment didnt seem like anything.. but when i look back at it, it is alot, its everything. sometimes i think i should be the one being sorry... but then there are many times when i think u should be the one being sorry. u left me there hanging suddenly...... what did i do? anyways. who knows. maybe... u just met someone better than me.

after u left work, basically we stopped seeing eachother, and/or talked to eachother. it was a ending for u working, and for us.  

i left 2 months after he left.  when he left, he was strongly disagreeing that i still worked there. but i didnt want to show others that i would do something for u. hahaha. sigh. but i did like the job.. it was good pay. until my parents got really mad at me for always working. then i decided to quit.

during the times i worked at symcor, i also worked at club monaco. what can i say?! it was a great job.. and it still is!! cant complain.

 

so... after awhile. i knew he just left me. that was the main point. left me for a girl or for whatever other reasons, i didnt see it.. i just saw HE LEFT ME. that was all it mattered.  so i went back to my life.. i was trying to be what he want me to be when i knew what he wanted. but i guess after everything.... it was like "whatever chan.... u dont have to do that. do what he DOESNT want u to do" and that was what i went for. i went out alot... hmm study ok.. didnt study as much.  i even went to a whiskey event wifout knowing anyone basically. i was just in need to show him that i will and can do what he dont want me to do. 

 

and guess what? at the party, there i met one of his good frds.
the number 2 u. haha. it was very random.. he stood by me pretty much the whole nite. staring, not talking much. then by the end, he offers me his jacket. then a ride.. then offers to send me songs.. then asked my num.. then started txting right when he got home about his msn.. then talk everyday from then. except today. hmm then halloween pubcrawl.. then now! wow. random.

its schooooool time!
at first, i was pretty unsure.. unsure about everything. unsure about the people in SAIT.. and unsure about the classes, the locations... and just everything.. and their food! 

what i was unsured about, became nothing! nothing to be unsured about! i found my ways very fast, i met my classmates soon enough, and the classmates stayed the same for all my classes, some teachers were nice, hmm and i guess nothing was hard. not as hard anyway!  i didnt meet alot of people, but i met one good frd. sometimes its funny how what i say, she thinks so too.

and and..... whatelse? so... the school year continued.  studied... eat... shopped. hahaha the days were like that. food was a big part of it.

 

during exams, i was sooooo stressed. i dont think ive ever been this stressed... but wow. it was amazing. everyday wake up at 6am and sleeping at 1/2/3am... but im pretty happy wif my exam marks! mwahaha. thanks chan. for doing good. for finally realizing whats important and what can wait!

thennnnn.......... now. everythings pretty good. i work.. i end up doing pretty good in school, and im just being ME. knowing frds that i should know, liking frds i should like, and partying when i should be. mwhahaha. awesome life i must say.



all im hoping is....... a good 2009 for everyone i love and care. doesnt have to be extremely outstanding and happy and LUCKY. (but it would be good if it was..hehe) but... i just want... everyone to have a happy one.






PLEASE.... just make 2009 happy for everyone i care for.


Chan | 19th Aug 2008, 3:00 AM | 一般

aug 17 - sunday
1am



my mom told me this today "guys dont give a shit if they dont like you, no matter how good you are to them" when we were talking abt this guy we know. haha.

its actually true. how come? 


Chan | 12th Aug 2008, 3:54 AM | 一般

August 10th, 2008
Sunday - 1:55am

typical sunday. helped out at parents.
summers almost ending!! in like less than a month, im going to be in school again, but a different one. im excited yet sad.  ive been at uni c for like 2 years, got used to the buildings and short cuts, know where the good studying spots are, met good frds, and had good memories, yet now, i have to get used to a complete new place, i dont know where the cafe is, the service stop is, and the people.  sigh.  but i shouldnt be missing anything.... we should always look forward for the better. right?  anyways, i should keep being excited instead. 

anyways, ive been watching the tvb series when a dog love a cat, and after watching a particular part in the show, i got pretty sad :"(.  hm.. annas family came back on the 8th from hk and japan. man, i really need to go on a long vacation! and hopefully, i will be getting my vacation this christmas.  yea, this is my plan, and my goal.  going to save enough money to earn myself a vacation!

this summer has been pretty good so far.  i finally got my drivers! haha n i watched my fav hero, batman! ah so ying!! and oh yea, speaking of ying, i just watched mr HK tonite... hahaha. my fav are 6 n 10 dude! anyways, summer is almost ending, what else do i need to do before school start?!



yea sleep more :p
 


Chan | 21st Jul 2008, 2:58 AM | 一般

july 19, 1am - sat

forgetting abt this blog spot soon.....

So ive been pretty busy with things lately... hardly have the time to blog. and been too lazy to take the time to blog, but wifout blogs, its easy to forget what happened when we try to remember it later in the days.  so, i finally stopped being lazy and came on this.

so this summer, my plan before was to go to HK on my own.  but obviously it didnt turn out tht way cuz there were tooo many things that i wanted to do this summer.  i thought of going to take spring and summer school, thought working at day camps from may to august, thought of going on some kinda of vacation, thought of.... thought of........ haha yea, all these thought of just stayed as thoughts. haha. well may and june, i really dont know wht i did, just had some fun i guess. in july, i did some school stuff registered in this and that and is ready for school! and i worked for a short period of time for about 8 hrs a day, and my great yeema came and gone, and...... whtelse? oh yesss..... im finally getting my drivers in a week and few days! yea, so i finally did some stuff that i needed to do awhile ago.  but nothing is too late, is it?

 

anyways, lately ive been telling myself many times that life is short. is it just me, or when we get older, we hear more life and death stories, real ones. its funny how one frd might be giving birth to a new born, then a frd tells you some heartbreaking news (death).  just a few days ago, a relative of a good auntie B of mine told us the sad news of auntie B's husband's sudden death. and just yesturday, a father of a frd of mine just passed away. who can tell us what is going to happen, who knows when our loved ones will leave us. one minute, something gd happens, and then the next minute, something bad breaks in. sigh....... life is really short.  it is.

 

 

 


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